Stanford01

I don't want school to re-open because school is horrible and I have many bullies! I don't want to do school work because it is hard! I don't want to leave DA! I love DA and I want to stay but at the same time I don't want to because the world hates me and I shouldn't be alive......

im going through a severe depression, it started when i was 10 years old. i dont think i'll ever get better...i really do think all my friends hate me :\ i almost just, don't want friends anymore! i always think about committing suicide, none of this "help" is actually helping me! i always want to sit alone and cry, sometimes the tears never come though...but i hate my life! its horrible!! i deserve to be alone and to be punished :( i have a social anxiety too, and its pretty bad...i cant speak up for myself AT ALL, and around most people im dead quiet! having this anxiety makes it REALLY hard to express myself, but seriously, i find it usele